Facebook..

Soo as of recent I've deleted my Facebook account... to much negative energy surrounding that site.. the spying the sneak dissing.. the jealousy... it was all taking a toll on me.. trying to please everyone... so I said... bye bye... and with that said... I just heard of some ridiculous drama as of lately and all I can do is smh... all I can say to her is I TOLD YOU SO!! Ha... crazy how the people you come into contact with can help change ur life.. She thought she was superior to him.. and she ended up being "jus another girl"... though she stayed constantly harrassing me... taunting me... calling and threating me... trying to make it known.. " I got ur man".. well Shuga jokes on u... cuz u ain't the only one who has him....!! ;o).. Though Ive moved on... I must admit.. it feels good knowing that I've "missed out" on NOTHING and have gained so much more peace and happiness since leaving... I'm #blessed... The rest of you blind mice..... #CarryOn... :o) I'm gona continue munching on this Red Lobster... Jus had to say something about that.... BBL.... Xoxo...

Waitresses

I can not stand when a waitress lies to me about the amount of a drink I ordered! Like wtf? Soooo I had a waitress last night charge me 15 dollars for a Tokyo Tea.. which I usually pay 9 for every time I order it.. well this time it was ordered "TOP SHELF"? So I gave ger 9 more dollars on top of the 9 I had already given her.. for a 9 dollar tip that she didn't deserve because I ended up walkin to the bar and she handed me the drink...? Smh... but if u need the money that bad u can have it... but all you had to do was ask...? Though you carrying around 2500 LV purses... but you "stealing from a colleague? WoW! Verry sad to me.. and its not about the money its about the principle... I HATE scammers.. reap wat you sow tho.. she'll get her stealing back.. ten fold.

Poor Choices

I'm so disappointed in the choices I've made in men over the past few years... its like all I pick and choose to deal with have all been clowns... I hate wasting ma time.. that's one of ma biggest issues within myself... I gotta stop doin that.. and on these losers... its like as the days go by.. and the past isn't as painful as yesterday.. I realize how better off I am without the ones I thought I loved... I think they were positioned and placed in ma life for a purpose.. and for that I'm appreciative.. of the knowledge I've gained from them all... I'm better prepared than I was before... not saying that I kno it all... jus saying I can be a lot better at making PRO choices instead of POOR CHOICES....

CURIOUS...

I wonder if he thinks about me as much as I think about him... Or is it just his sex that I'm really into that leaves me limb.... Or maybe its his smile.. his chocolate skin.. covered in art ad written words... funny there are no words that describe the way I feel... about him.. that is... Tho I don't know how I feel... usually when u feel the way I feel its love..? But I don't think I even know what love is.. Smh.. but there's no way.. I don't even know him.. I mean of course I do... but not like I want to... he doesn't know me either... not how I want him too... I wonder if the thought of us is as far fetched as I think it is... I don't know..Never know how fate works...We'll see... Be back later... <3